Demon

What is the name of your demon?

All writers are vain, selfish and lazy, and at the very bottom of their motives there lies a mystery. Writing a book is a horrible, exhausting struggle, like a long bout of some painful illness. One would never undertake such a thing if one were not driven on by some demon whom one can neither resist nor understand.

From Orwell’s Why I Write (1946)

Note well: Thank you for the books, friend.